this is a test

This is a test. This is only a test.
Had this been my real life I would have been given clear instructions on what to do and where to go.

I am at a loss these days to understand my life.
It is a pleasant life, complicated (for the past five years) by infertility.
This is not the only infertility, quest to have a baby, journey through IVF, blog out there. It is unlikely to be the most interesting one.
But it's mine. And since I'm having a hard time talking to the people around me, I thought I would try talking to myself (and to you..whoever you may be).

More to come.